lady_lau

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I write about the boring stuff in my life and sometimes talk about video games or art.



All entries below this are old and probably very emo.

I need a break. I don't know when I will update again.
I just don't want to do this right now. Having troubles in the real world and I don't want to spend my time on here just making myself feel worse. (Which I do anyways.)

I'm still going to check things, jsut not update.
So, bye.

I wish I wasn't so goddamn shy.
Going to school is exciting and nerve-wracking.

I feel so shitty that I just want to go to sleep and not get up for a long time.

EDIT:

Okay, so I've been reminding how much fo a stupid sniveling little idiot I am. I don't even want to talk about my feelings because I'll be like all the other whiney teenagers. I'm going to go finish my homework and try to sleep.

Insomnia is sucking so much.

Not having the greatest day. So a little something fun. :)

School is going okay. I am very glad the week is over, though.

We are making paper cranes for World Peace Day on the 21st. They are really hard to do. Seriously. But, after about two you start to get the hang of it. We literally spent all class getting stuck and then moving on to the next step and getting stuck again.

I don't have any homework so I'm going to try and draw a lot this weekend. If anyone has any nice portrait-like photos, please share them with me because I need inspiration :)

Today I went to school.
It was up and down, like msot things that happen to me lately.

Picture day is on the 19th. Wayyy fucking early. I'm not looking forward to it.
Also not looking forward to being in my English class. The teacher yells for no reason and swears a lot and I can pretty much already tell is a jerk. No wonder everyone switches out of his class. But I doubt there is another English I can go into.

My school is really babying grade 9's and it's starting to get fucking annoying. They seem to do next to nothing for grade 12's, even though we have senoirity.

I'm just not in a good mood right now.

School starts tomorrow.
I am nervous as hell.

:S

EDIT: Apparently I start school on THURSDAY, not TUESDAY. Very wtf because we have always started on a Tuesday before.

EDIT2: Okay, school starts Wednesday. Fucking frustrating not knowing what the hell is going on.

My grandmother died last night.

Mom phoned me this morning while I was sleeping, and then phoned again because she forgot to leave a message and I picked up. She told me that they were rolling Buddy (my grandma) over last night to help with her new hip and she was gone.

This is really upsetting me because I just saw her a few days ago and she was getting better. She was sitting up and eating and talking and remembered who me and my mom were. I thought she would get a little better and then go back to the old folk's home. I guess her heart just gave out.

I had to go help my mom get Buddy's stuff today, because if we waiteed they would change us for another month. My stepdad is taking Corbin to university in Prince George (way far away) so mom was all alone and needed help. It was really hard to take all of Buddy's stuffed animals down and put her clothes into bags. She had a lot of pictures of us.

Every few minutes I start crying. I know she's in a better place now and things will get better, but right now I am just sad.

Today is also my one year anniversary with Jen. So it's a bit of an odd day.
I think I'll go lay down now. I'm really tired from lifting boxes.

Really bored, so here's a music meme. :)

1. Open a music player.
2. Go to 'all music'/'library'.
3. Hit shuffle/repeat/randomise.
4. Find photos of the first 10 artists/bands that come up (no repeats and no cheating).
5. Have people guess who the artists/bands are. (no cheating and looking at the source codes or anything.)
6. Paste this in your journal and do it too, so I can have fun guessing as well

( The fun begins! )

Wahhh summer is quickly coming to an end. I don't really want to go back to school, but I don't want summer to last forever, either. It's been really boring and tiring.

I've been playing Skies Of Arcadia like a mad freak these past few days. I had forgotten how utterly AWESOME it is. There's this part of the game, Discoveries. And you fly around in your ship and sometimes find them. I'm on a quest to get them all. It's totally new and cool because I've never gotten them all before. And you sell the information about them for big cashhhhh. B)

I'm going in to a job interview for the newspaper tomorrow. Totally freaking nervous. I hope it goes okay. It doesn't pay much (lol 17.90 a month) but I don't mind that. It's only a once a week delivery thing.

Doctor Who on CBC tonight! WOO.